im so tired to blog actually . in few more days time, going to Miri which i am soooo not looking forward JUST bcoz IM SOO TIRED and SAD leaving.............
im not that great, just fine. not bad, sad, or totaally down. im fine.its still good ;) i just couldnt stop thinking bout sum things, n couldnt sleep all the time. hmmm, i guess its normal? yea..
oh god im super-pathetic! i keep thinking people are getting angry at me..haish! i wonder why eh. i always act as if i dont care but i do,okayy. i really really do! darn. u know the type of ppl who act like they dont give a shit, but at the end of e day,, they r the one yang hopelesss? i shoud shud up,perhaps from now on! START NOW!!
everyone is so damn nice,n im so damn mean n cruel n bad.. Why do I hafta be the bad person olwes?? And why do I deserve sucha good caring undastanding bf? It's a good thing though,but I feel badd.. Who should I blame on this? hmm. Maybe I shall blame my dad for the traits fo being straight-forward and insensitive.
If i tell my mom about the dilemma that m dealing wif,she would says something like this, "hahh,yalah ktk jaik glak kat org. salu usin harsh words and tones wen u talks. be nice okayy" (menusuk jantung trus jawapan mamaku!) On the other hand if I tell my dad,he'll say " let em talks bout u. don't give a shit. by thinking of it,polah ktk pun ssh ati jak. gago apa dpdh org" SEEEEE!!!! my dad yg ajar me fo being insensitive okayyy!
i need an emergency help now!
2 comments:
love, i agree with ur dad.. :) n hey, u r not mean/cruel/harsh. u r wonderful..it's just org yang kakar ngan ktk ya maybe sik paham bahasa, so u had to use harsh words.
some matters are not worth ur thoughts..
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